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CAN YOU DO THE KISS PROMPT 40 FOR RUSPRUS PLEASE 🙏🙏 I LOVE ALL YOUR FANFICS❤️❤️❤️
Russia grabbed the other man’s hips and pulled him into his lap. He could tell from the way that Prussia folded into him that there was little resistance.
He was testing whether Prussia would push him away and be true to what he had said before the First World War, that he never loved him.
He had kissed him to see if he would kiss back and was pleasantly surprised at the result, which had turned from a kiss to many very quickly. Russia could swear that he felt Prussia briefly grind against him as they kissed and heard a little needy whine.
Russia decided to pull away, saying as he did, “Huh, interesting.”
He didn’t elaborate intentionally so that he could watch the look on the other’s face. Prussia looked predictably perplexed and deeply flushed, though he hesitated before saying, “What is interesting?”
He didn’t look particularly like he wanted an answer. Instead, he leaned forward like he badly wanted to continue kissing without an answer. Russia was sure he would quite like that, because it would be uncomplicated. He was certain that Prussia would have gladly spent another century not naming the feeling between them and denying it when pressed.
Prussia may not know what he was about to say, but the man had the instincts to know when an ambush was coming. His best defense was to choose more physical affection.
Russia was determined to not give him an out. He said, “It is interesting that you say that you do not love me, but you kiss me back like you do.”
Aware that Prussia might try to escape the conversation, Russia grabbed his hips very firmly. He saw the other flinch slightly from the pressure before saying, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Russia searched his face to test if he really remembered. Prussia looked like he was genuinely confused, like he could not remember one of the most fraught conversations they had ever had. Russia decided that he needed to be clearer, “You must recall. Before the wars, you said you did not love me.”
He left out the part of the conversation that had stuck so clearly in his head: I don’t love you enough to undermine Ludwig.
He saw and felt the man tensing in his lap, which all but confirmed that he did remember. Prussia was clearly chewing on the inside of his lip before saying, “I only said that because-“
He trailed off and looked away like he could not stand the thought and refused to give voice to it. He only said, tersely, “What does it matter now?”
Russia refused to accept that as an answer. He grabbed Prussia’s chin with one hand and forced him to meet his eyes. He said, firmly, “I am responsible for your rehabilitation, and we are going to be together for a very long time.”
He smirked to himself at his careful phrasing, knowing he had every intention of keeping Prussia by his side for as long as he had the power to. He brought the other's face even closer to his as he said, “So, I need to know who to believe, your voice or your lips.”
He punctuated the statement by brushing his lips against Prussia’s teasingly. He felt Prussia lean forward like he wanted another kiss badly. Prussia hesitated before finally admitting, “Fine. I lied. I lied because I thought that if I said it, it’d be true. I needed it to be easy to leave you.”
He put both of his hands on either side of Russia’s face and said, uncharacteristically honest, “It wasn’t easy. I missed you. I need you.”
He leaned in for a kiss, but Russia held him back with the hand on his chin, “Ah, not yet. Say it.”
It was a command. Ever obedient, Prussia said, “I do love you, Vanya.” Even in the low light, the embarrassed flush that spilled across his face at the omission was obvious.
Russia purred, “That is the right answer.” He finally rewarded Prussia with a deep kiss.
#hws prussia#hws russia#ruspru#if it's not clear this is the cold war#which makes me a bit nervous because it's been a LONG time since I did them in the 20th century
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while i do agree with the sentiment that bloodclan should be more nuanced as an entity i still believe it is wrong to portray them as the necessary "response" to clan injustice (haven't read the books in years but i am pretty sure that bloodclan started with no connection to the clans) / an opposition to the clan's flaws. some of the thing scourge did was out of selfishness and bloodclan isn't the other colour of the black and white debacle with the clans. the clans are heavily flawed yes, but it isn't realistic to completely say that their structure had no redeeming qualities altogether and that all outsider groups is fundamentally better than the clans.
all clans and groups are flawed in their own way and i believe we shouldnt brush past the things that other groups (the sisters and what they do with their toms *cough cough*) did solely to be able to degrade the clans and their culture.
Buddy, you're setting up a strawman. I promise you that if you look into the reduxes I've made of BloodClan, Guardians, The Sisters, and the Tribe, you will see that I don't make any of them a "flawless" alternative to Clan life.
Nor do I say that the Clans have no redeeming qualities. In fact, you can browse the "Clan Culture" tag to see the various expansions I've made to show how these traditions, values, and technological advances make Clan life so alluring.
The overarching theme of BB is that the nature of culture is change. For better AND for worse.
With respect, I think there's something insidious in the wording of "the things the other groups did." We're talking about fan responses to a work that consistently demonizes and degrades foreigners to make the Clans look like the "best way to live," justifying xenophobia. These are not real groups, they are writing choices.
In the franchise with some pretty extreme examples of misogyny, the authors said "What if bizarro world where women rule and have no men... woag..." and only includes a single Clan-alligned member of this culture, with a BAD opinion of them, who can't even do his diplomatic job because he HATES them so much.
In the same franchise that shows Fireheart getting bullied, facing prejudice, and fighting a murderous tyrant who publically executes a mixed-race character, their endgame villain is an outsider, like him, but this one IS a godless heathen who HATES love and friendship and banned families.
In the VERY same franchise which made its first non-malicious group barely able to get through an arc without needing to be saved by Clan cats, totally unable to defend themselves, framed as "whiny" for not wanting their clearly 'inferior' culture to be forcefully changed.
And I'm re-stating all this because, again, no offense to you in particular Anon, but I've been seeing a few people with a sentiment like yours lately. Complaints into a vacuum that don't make targeted critique of anyone's fanworks, gesturing at this broad "woobification" which is apparently out there somewhere over the rainbow, saying things like "well Scourge is selfish" or "well Moonlight abandoned her 13 year old" as if we haven't BEEN knew.
As if we're not all directly responding to these choices. As if I haven't written ESSAYS on this topic.
Since this was about BloodClan in particular though, and you admit you haven't read the books in years, please go back and actually read Rise of Scourge before trying to make critique of the ways fanon rewrites its origin. It's EXPLICITLY a response to the Clans, in the text, that the Erins wrote, it is canon that fanon is working with.
And you want people to take that out and approach it a different way... why? Because it's so incredulous to you that a nation forms in response to a threatening neighbor? That a common enemy through invasions is a way that people might choose to unite, and encourage their new culture to value brutality? Because you don't like the idea of Clan Culture's XENOPHOBIC BATTLE CULTURE affecting surrounding communities??
Could YOU, maybe, be doing this "woobification" thing I keep hearing about? Can I play this stupid game too? What's our stupid prize? Can it be a lollipop? Do we get stickers
TL;DR, ok.
#bone babble#Warrior cats analysis#Warrior cats fanon#Bloodclan#''Ok yes scourge is practically cold war era xenophobic stereotypes and i understand that is a part of canon you dont like.''#''But have you considered. Hes mean''#Yes. Yes i have considered it.#If I get another take like this in my inbox im gojng to fucjing add a scene where he kisses babies and looks at the screen and says#'Mmm wowow thank u for the babygirl juice fire star :)'#JUST to annoy them#People gonna be funny to me? Im about to be Hilarious.#Also ANON just to be clear im annoyed because like. Ive been seeing this around.#Sadly today you are the Genocide Frisk to my Angry Sans u.u#I am taking ur ask and turning it blue and smashing it against walls#Man it would be cool to have bone themed powers... i am a bone guy...#But anon you're fine. Just like. Think about what I said ok?
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Russia is coordinating a massive, sustained and multinational effort to bring some of the world's foulest autocracies and terrorist organizations together in the aim of extinguishing a liberal democratic state in Europe.
Houthi terrorists, North Korean troops, Belarusian staging grounds, Chinese funds, Russian troops, and Iranian weapons are all unified in this genocidal assault on Ukraine's sovereignty and the very existence and identity of the Ukrainian people. These are regimes which perpetrate unspeakable human rights abuses against their peoples every day, and now they are seeking to expand their odious apparatus of control and oppression onto a democratic state.
How much more proof do we need that this Axis of Autocracies represent a global threat to liberal democratic states? Every year that passes, they more closely coordinate their economic, military, and diplomatic efforts toward expansionism, state terrorism, and imperialism. The spread of far-right and far-left disinformation is traced to Russian and Chinese botnets and troll farms, fomenting political polarization and disunity at a time when we need unity and decisiveness the most.
Understand, the war against Ukraine is not just a war against Ukraine--it is the first round in the war against democracy. It is the fight of all of the free world, of all liberty-loving people everywhere, and we must win. To this end, political leaders in Europe need to step up where America is stepping down and increase their wartime readiness--boost military spending, reintroduce the national service, send military aid hand over fist to Ukraine, and work to counter Axis influence within their own borders.
#politics#world politics#ukraine#russia#russian imperialism#russian aggression#russian colonialism#iran#north korea#china#the houthis#these posts about politics that i write which don't directly concern the jewish experience usually do worse than my other posts#and i don't really know what i expect out of these posts frankly#but i feel the need to emphatically make clear how dangerous russia and their allies are#especially given the widespread sympathizing for these demons which goes on in right and left wing circles#pro palestinian fools valorize iran russia and the houthis and anti-western terrorism in general.#right wing maga fools valorize russia and hungary and antidemocratic regimes in general.#both of these camps are dragging society into complacency and holding us back from standing up to fascist aggression from russia#the axis of upheaval are out fighting the war and we're off arguing about trans people and palestine instead of fighting back#we are asleep at the wheel. and the new cold war will turn hot if we dont get off our ass and stop these fuckers
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If I saw them correctly, the seven flags featured here appear to be the United States, Thailand, Austria, United Nations, Switzerland, Norway, and Indonesia. I might be wrong—they come through so quickly and at differing angles.
It would take an incredible amount of time to really dig into why each of these countries were represented, and I definitely don't have the understanding to do so with confidence in my accuracy. But for context, it is worth noting that at various points from the '50s to the '70s, among other things, the US was responsible for militarizing Austria in anticipation of it becoming "Europe's Korea" during the Korean War, incentivizing and encouraging genocide in Indonesia, and utilized Thailand as their main launching point for the majority of their bombing campaigns in Vietnam.
#again i am not a historian and these were very surface level research observations from me#so i do not have the nuance required to analyze the total effect the US had on these nations throughout the cold war#but i was very curious as to why at least a handful of these were featured in a very clear and literal performative display#that was using charles as a mirror into the amount of unnecessary suffering and death that was perpetuated#so i wanted to give it a gander and had some unfortunately heavy reminders#charles winchester#charles emerson winchester iii#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mashblogging#s8e22#dreams
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Erdogan is a tyrant and a murderer of his opposition. He is the killer of Turkish democracy. How fucking dare you post quotes from him?
"how fucking dare you post quotes from him"
#to b clear diff anon than the one i mentioned just before#interesting how your gripe is with turkish democracy instead of artsakh#the democracy of *checks notes* a nato attack dog during the cold war strategically positioned against the ussr#founded by fucking ataturk#basically run by its intel agencies and the country where the whole fucking term 'deep state' comes from#yeah that democracy#*posts quote from geopolitically relevant statement by donald trump* how fucking dare you#like in case its not clear - my opinions on erdogan haven't changed whatsoever in the last week#the support palestinian politics has among the turkish working class hasnt changed so#kilicdaroglu would probably make similar statements
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every new thing i notice about this map makes me more obsessed with it. bewitchingly racist
#the retention of both the cold war and imperial german ghost borders.#the fact monaco is on 'dont enter'#the fact it has decided that lviv (a city that is getting bombed) is safer than madrid and as dangerous as brittany#the implication that basque seperatists are still a tangible threat#the way it is ABSOLUTELY clear that the person who made this map is french because the non-french speaking regions aren't green#i COULD go on.
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Someone asked me today to explain what's happening in Gaza, which I thought was a little odd since I'm by no means an expert in that region, but sure. I suppose I am the Adult Person Who Reads The News in the place where I work, so I figured I'd do my best and lead with "I'm not an expert in this, so I recommend you do some reading, but my understanding is-" And then the kid goes, "But I thought your specialty was the East." And I can understand how he got that impression bc I did a lot of explaining when the conflict started in Ukraine but my GUY. My specialty was Eastern EUROPE. Not the MIDDLE EAST oh my god I need to get you a map.
#also like to be clear#I'm very barely specialized in Eastern Europe#my thesis was on the history of international sports#I just happen to speak enough Russian to read the news#and took mostly Eastern Europe electives bc I thought I was going to do sports in the cold war era#before I realized everyone has already done that to death#so like also don't ask me really complex questions about what's happening in Russia#I do not know anymore#but definitely you should know the difference between eastern europe and the middle east#who is educating you#was this not covered in high school#oreo rambles
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hi Margin! idk if you're still doing those 3-sentence fics, but in case you are, here's a prompt suggestion: "dawn"
bonus points if it's HW zelink? <3
Ohohohohohohohoho YES >:)
(full disclosure this was sitting in my inbox for weeks because i couldn't figure out what to write but i did it today in math class so here you go)
He was stern, and cold, and dispassionate; a statue, they called him, beautiful and unfeeling and as pristinely white as marble, resistant to the colors of love and laughter- or at least, that's what they said.
She was beautiful too, but not in his opaque, colorless way- if he was a marble statue, she was a stained-glass window, full of light and warmth and color, and her soul was the dawn that shone through and cast her illuminating hues on the grey congregation of the soldiers around her.
And when he was with her- when the dawn of her smile graced the Captain, not grey and battered like his men but pristinely alabaster- he absorbed her color; the white and colorless turned brilliant shades of gold and green and blue, and the few blessed to witness this transfiguration swore that, for a moment, she could make their Captain look almost human.
#guys i swear paladin's not actually cold and unfeeling okay#it's just how most people perceive him#on top of his army conditioning he has the self-hatred that comes from knowing a time witch started an interdimensional war because#she got the hots for him#so my guy's retreated WAY into his shell like. 10 times more than the average link because of said time witch and her hots#he's gaslit himself into thinking that he needs to be emotionally stable (read: repressed) to be an effective captain#because otherwise he'll get too attached to his men and won't be able to move on from mourning them when they inevitably die#or worse- he'd get caught up in his emotions and unwittingly give cia an upper hand#in actuality his heart is too big for his body#but because of his self control (read: emotional repression) the only person who can coax him out of the prison of his own design is zelda#and lana and impa (and baby orpheus) to some extent#but mostly zelda#because they love each other <3#i don't know why i felt the need to explain all this in the tags but i didn't want y'all to think i actually write him as cold and distant#that was EXTREMELY important for me to be clear about#margin writes#you ask margin babbles#my beloved hyrule warriors
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#star wars#republic commando#walon vau#Boss#delta squad#kal skirata#Fixer#I was going to reuse the drawing of Fixer and Vau#But then i thought hell too many words for Fixer to say so i drew boss#Which is crossover between call out skirata on his problems and Vau bonding with his Boys#And now i must draw something for sev and scorch lol#To be clear this is not really about boss' sexuality and more him seeing kal's desperation and being lol nope sarge Vau go deal with that#Before kal will take notice of him#Pragmatic choice#Fixer probably stop listening after the first two three words and kal is too drunk or depressed to notice#SO yeah Fixer is humoring him lol#Kal skirata critically#Although more like i'm making Total fun of him#I See Fixer as asexual and aromantic and you can take that headcanon only out of my cold dead hands 😈#Deltas are really not interested in the romantic drama#A happy au with them on mandalore or Just some stuff from coruscant whatever#My art#I have the Last two pages in my sketchbook ideally for scorch and sev but i don't know what to draw 😂#repcom au!vau is done with skirata family drama
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remembering when dark disciple tried to make mace out to be a bad jedi for advocating for quinlan to assassinate dooku and ANAKIN had to be the perfect jedi and argue that it wasn't the jedi way. and despite the authors clear agenda mace windu was still in the right sdjsjagahkl
#ms anakin 'what he was gonna blow up the ship' skywalker#anakin 'holds a deep resentment for the loss of his hand' skywalker#anakin 'only had to be double dog dared to kill dooku in cold blood' skywalker#want to make it fully clear i support my insane babygirl. kill that old man my sweetest princess#but mace windu was literally in the right these nasty bitches need to leave him alone#mace windu#dark disciple#star wars#beth.txt
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so because chronic illness sent me to a specific subreddit and, as previously confessed, i tragically got sucked into using reddit as a result, i gave a very simple answer on there as to why (besides risk of falling debris) the USG is not shooting down the chinese balloon and promptly got called a commie three times for articulating any half-competent cold warrior’s understanding of escalation dynamics
#to be clear i gave that answer because that is the way people in these positions of power think i'm not like. rah rah george kennan here#anyway this is i suppose also in the proud cold war tradition of calling anything less than slavering nuclear bloodthirst commie propaganda#so. plus ca change cold war metaphysics and all that#just jibbin'
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Interrogation Scenes: The Vanilla Extract of Star Trek: Enterprise? Discuss.
Have I got this right? Your typical Enterprise first contact scenario goes like this:
stumble bright eyed and gurning right in the middle of a space cold war
immediately get taken prisoner by the aggressor faction
Centuwion! Stwike him woughly! Thwow him to the gwound!
gratuitous use of ropes instead of, you know, actual handcuffs
contouring blood
finish your drink when a roughed up away team member gets their chin sexily lifted by an enemy
... and take a shot if it happens while they're tied to a steel chair
multiple away team members tied together, making gratuitous writhing a necessity (no homo though bro)
transporters only work in shran episodes
the b plot has one job and one job only: providing an excuse for ~°*more writhing time*°~ in the a plot
trip makes the most long suffering face when he has to answer the phone while the captain is tied up in some alien basement again, you'd think he's the one being tortured
the only time archer didn't get sexily roughed up and/or sexily tied to a chair in a first contact scenario was when phlox was in charge
there's no problem that can't be solved by t'pol with a phase pistol
HOW IS IT STILL SO BLOODY BORING?!
#the lady general rambles#enterprise#I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE COLD WARS IN SPACE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD#the off screen plot sounds amazing 😢#but if i don't sit through the 40 minute interrogation scenes i'm never getting the cool shit that's happening just out of shot#what i want. DESPERATELY. is edge of midnight but for ent.#to be clear i'm having a great time
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I’ve been getting withdrawals from not making random worldbuilding characters that don’t matter to the actual plot. Anyways meet 60 👍
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#I’ve been thinking abt excecutioner stuff so she’s an excecutioner#which was probably obvious but yknow#but yeah she’s among the younger of the graduated excecutioners and is seen as an especially promising newcomer#hence her fancy augmentations#she has more of them besides the facial ones too and he agency is hoping to get some installed by her eye glands#usually graduate excecutioners aren’t armed this heavily but the current big excecutioner aganecies are in something of a cold war atm#so there is a bit of an arms race going on#60 specifically is seen as worth investing in this heavily because of her proficiency with her energy#green energy is typically associated with minor healing due to its ability to speed up different bodily fucnctions#it’s usually only used for small wounds and such because it can be really dangerous to use for more than like a minute max even if you know#what you’re doing so attempts to use it in more ambitious ways tend to go very badly#60 is an exception to this as she tends to use it much more offensively#which is still dangerous mind you but she has the weaponry and skills to be able to finish the job fast enough for it to be fine#she mostly uses it to speed up her ability to process things and also just speed up her body in general#which again Is very dangerous and if like 99% of green energy staliens tried this they’d just die#but 60 has been training herself to do this for basically her entire life so she generally can get away with it#this also comes with the bonus that even if she does get hurt she can just heal it up instantly since she’s already in full blast mode#but she usually doesn’t get more than a scratch at worst#her general strat is to get in there and tear through as much skin as possible#the most reliable way to immobilize and kill a stalien is through blood loss after all#but generally staliens have thick enough skin that even with sharp tools it still takes some work and risk to get those cuts#some high level excecutioners don’t even go for blood loss as their first method of choic#but 60 made a name for herself by being just incredibly skilled at closing that gap and getting her cuts and tears in almost immediately#her agency ofc decided to lean into that and invest in getting her tools to make her assaults even more reliable#oh also to be clear when I say she’s on the younger end of the graduate excecutioners I do mean she’s like 65 years old still#tbf elder society staliens do tend to live to abt 120 on average so that’s still relatively young all things considered
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Miss my Freddie Mercury posters already :(
#kinda the 2nd to last thing I packed up bc well I literally love him :/#I wanna get Metallica posters one day#and Cold War Kids#AND#avenged sevenfold#AAAAAND#Nickelback 🫵🏾#ok that is all#I’m still waiting for my brother to take us his house#we got the boxes and furniture cleared out#and I think we just have to do 2 more beds (aka the one I took a 2hr nap on)#then we’re doing a deep cleaning tomorrow#random#non sims
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Full moon with your werewolf bf except you're the one being chained up. You aren't exactly sure how you convinced your bf to do it. He had always made sure to keep himself chained in the cellar during that time of the month. But after your incessant begging he had given in. Under this one condition.
You have to be chained up in his place. When asked why he had told you the intensity of his full form may frighten you but to stay calm. He tells you that as soon as he's caught onto your scent he won't be able to let you go and running will only make him all the more quicker to mount you. You didn't know what you were getting into.
Now as your wrists dig into the cold metal... you know. And you want more.
The unsympathetic chains dig into your wrists as your fully turned bf fucks into you with abandon, his claws piercing your skin as your greedy hole sucks his cock back in with every thrust.
As your werewolf bf plows you into another sweeping orgasm, your back arches, a loud groan echoing off the cobblestone walls. Pain mixing in with the pleasure as your pussy weeps, milking your bfs cock and trying to push him out at the same time as he cums right after you.
Your cunt is so full his release spills out of you and splashes against the concrete floor. Eyes squeezing shut, your mind and body war against each other. Though body quickly wins out.
“Ah— dammit! I need a break. Baby, please, I need a break,” you beg, your body aching yet also wanting more. The need for rest briefly overpowers your never-ending craving.
But your werewolf bf merely growls ferociously, jaw snapping in his displeasure. Leaning his giant form over you, he cages you in, teeth sinking into your neck. Making his claim clear before his hips start snapping back inside of you.
Your cunt flutters helplessly around his girth and you whine, needing even only a moment. With his warm fur covering you, a light sweat begins to glisten across your body. Allowing the grip of the chains on your wrists to loosen just enough.
So when your werewolf bf throws his head back and howls, you take your chance. Slipping out from under him and bolting toward the door. A part of you maybe even wanting it to get to this point. To have your werewolf chase and mount you brutally.
Furious growls vibrate through the quiet night, your bf right on your tail as you run toward the surrounding forest. Just as you’re about to make a break into the trees, werewolf bf pounces, crashing into the hard grass and taking you with him.
His arms curl around you as you both tumble through the thicket. Either to protect you from the harsh wood or making sure you can’t get away again. Probably both.
The moment you two stop, werewolf bf doesn’t hesitate to mount you and slam his cock back deep inside your pussy. Letting you know he’s right where he belongs again. Ready to force orgasm after orgasm out of your tired cunt for the rest of the night.
You see his long claws appear in front of you and you know you’re not getting away again. He’s caught his prey and he isn’t giving it up. A lazy fucked out smile graces your lips as your next orgasm begins to build.
#monster fucker#terato#monster smut#monster fuqqer#monster fudger#monster fluff#monster fic#monster imagine#monster lust#monster lover#monster romance#monster#monster bf#monster boyfriend#werewolf fucker#werewolf lover#werewolf bf#werewolf fic#werewolf imagine#werewolf smut#werewolf fluff#werewolf#monster x reader#monster x human#werewolf x reader#werewolf x human#werewolf x you#human x werewolf#monster x y/n#monster x you
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Arcane characters saying things they'll regret during an argument with you. | Vi, Caitlyn, Jinx, Ekko, Sevika x Gn!Reader
(Part two)
Because if I can't be happy, then neither can you./j✨️
Content: Alcoholism, spoilers for season 2, heavy angst, toxic behavior, cursing, established romantic relationships, potential mentions of cheating, gaslighting/ manipulation, probably ooc idk, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns.
((Not proofread))
》VI
You hated the cycle she had trapped herself in. It was never-ending and beyond self-destructive. For a while, you tried to get her out of it by attempting to reason with her, show her the light, tell her that everything is going to be okay and to just stop with the senseless fighting. But then the heavy, out of control drinking began, and she became unrecognizable to you.
She barely spent time with you, and when she did, then it was due to an extreme hangover that you had to nurture her through before the next fight began. You were so sick of it. You couldn't take the state she was in anymore. You wanted your girlfriend back but didn't want to suffer anymore as a result of it. And so, you tried one last time to snap her out of it.
"Hey, uhm... can we talk?" You ask nervously whilst peering at her from the doorway into her room. The roaring of the crowd and indistinguishable words of the announcers buzzed over your heads, reminding you of the timelimit you had to do this right. Vi didn't turn to you and instead focused on smearing the black paint over her eyes, a dark gaze glance cast your way at your meek plea. "Make it quick. I got 10 minutes before I have to be out there again."
You took a deep breath and tried to ignore the coldness in her tone. It was so odd, so not like her. "Vi... I... I need you to stop this. I understand your pain. I really do, I... get it. But this isn't right. You're practically killing yourself here, and I can't take that anymore-" "-This topic again? I told you to fucking drop it already." She hissed with a shake of your head and something about that made you finally snap. "I care about you Vi! That's why I'm doing all of this shit for you. No one else would do as much as I did. Why can't you see that? What the hell happened to you-" Your voice was cut off by her hand slamming into a nearby wall, anger written all over her face that made you flinch away instinctively.
You had never been scared of her before and this just broke your heart further.
"Shut up! You haven't done shit for me, except for pissing me off and whining and crying about every little thing I do! How about you fuck off and leave me the hell alone instead!? The only person who ever did shit for me is Cait and look how that turned out!" Silence. Deafening silence. Except for Vi's heavy breathing. You were rendered speechless. All the years you've spent with her at her side even as children flashed through your mind, before it all stilled and went cold. Your gaze hardened, and you nodded slowly, turning away wordlessly to do as she asked. You understood now. You were always the second choice in the end.
Vi seemed to only notice that you've left once she heard her name being called from the ring above. And her heart sunk at the realisation that this time, you wouldn't be there to watch her win.
And so she didn't.
》CAITLYN
Zaun was becoming a sensitive and dangerous topic to bring up around her. Even the slightest mention of it made her face harden and earn you a dismissive hand waving all of your protests away. It also didn't help that she was pulling away from you and instead getting closer to a certain red-headed officer of hers. It was frustrating and so exhausting to deal with, on top of all the grief that hung over your heads constantly. It was driving you mad. Nothing you said got through to her.
It wasn't a secret that you disapproved of the war and the alliance with Ambessa. You could look right through her, see with a clear mind that she was up to no good. Whatever she had planned wouldn't bring either nation anything but more plight. This wasn't the right way to go about things. It wasn't humane. The people she hated were no different from you both. But she just couldn't see it the same way, her judgment clouded heavily by her need for revenge on Jinx. A singular person had shifted her perception about a whole group of people... and it was becoming suffocating. You couldn't recognize her anymore.
You were trying to find the right time to finally confront her about it fully, and thankfully, the opportunity came up one evening whilst she was going through paperwork in her office. You were pacing nervously around the room, trying to find the courage to speak your mind, but she beat you to it. "If you have something to say, then say it. I have work to do and can not be disturbed like this." She muttered, eyes focused on the sea of papers before her rather than your stilling form. Very well, she asked for it. "I... want this war to end. This isn't right."
Her hand froze before she hummed and resumed her task. "I thought we had moved on from this topic." She said calmly, not betraying how clearly irritated she was becoming. But you couldn't give up now. You'd go crazy if you did. "Caitlyn. There is no moving on from it if people are going to die as a consequence! How could you ever look away from that? Why can't you see that this is wrong? Why can't you see that Ambessa-" You stepped towards her grand desk with every word, hands coming down to push the paper she was holding away from her face. You just wanted her to finally look at you again after so long. "-Is playing with your mind!" "Enough. Don't you dare say another word."
The Kirammann stood up and towered over you, a strong hand grabbing onto your arm with a sharp shake that surprised you. Had the grief taken over her mind this badly? So much so that she couldn't see how much this was hurting you to lose her? "I demand you see reason and stop sympathizing with those treacherous animals... unless you want me to see you as one of them as well." "You think I'd betray you?" You breathed, and suddenly the realisation that you had lost her for good finally sunk in. You needed to go. Now.
Caitlyn's face sobered up at your question, yet before she could say a thing, her dear officer Nolan stepped in with a report in hand. Seeing the position you two were in, she nervously tilted her head. "Oh, my apologies, am I disturbing you-?" "-Not at all. In fact, I'm the one who's disturbing YOU. My apologies for that." Ripping your arm out of her gloved hand, you pushed past the girl and rushed out of the room.
Your girlfriend watched you disappear down the dark hallway before she straightened up and gave the officer a curt nod to go ahead with her report. But it was hard to listen to a word she was saying when Caitlyn's head was replaying the memory of your teary, heartbroken eyes over and over again.
》JINX
She didn't care about her life anymore. That was clear as day, and unfortunately, your relationship was suffering because of it. You knew that Silco's death had killed her inside, that his absence left her lost and confused. But you were so desperate to keep her together. So much so that you were practically destroying yourself for her well-being. Eventually, this boiled over when she was beginning to pull away from you. You, who had always been there. You, who she always cringed onto and begged to stay with her. You only had eachother now. It was impossible to think about a life without her now.
The unhinged spark in her eye had faded away and was replaced by an empty shell of what it once was. That scared you more than you'd like to admit. "Jinx... what are you thinking of?" You asked her one night whilst you quietly snuk around the dark lanes of your home. She didn't respond at first, and your eyes were focused on the back of her hooded head, wondering if she even heard you. But you know she had, when she came to a sudden stop. "... I... I think we should part ways, sweetheart. This ain't gonna go over well forever." She said in that hauntingly calm voice you've grown to hate. And you'd be lying if you said that you didn't see this coming.
"But why? We've always been together through everything. This isn't any different-" "-But it is! It's over! Jinx is over!" Facing you, you near flinched at her glowing, violet eyes, heart beating against your chest. She would never hurt you. You knew she wouldn't. And yet... you found yourself ever so slightly stepping away. Maybe that's what set her off in hindsight. "You're gonna leave me like everyone else anyway. Might as well beat ya to it-" "-I would never do that! What has gotten into you? You should know better than to think that-" "-You're scared of me, ain't ya?" You pressed your lips together when you realised that her mental state had gotten much worse than you expected.
She was losing it.
"In fact, I bet you're thinking of me the same way Vi does. You'll be so much happier without me. But... actually... what if you're going to backstab me like her one day?" The look on your face must've been horrific enough to sober her scrambled mind then because even she seemed to be unsure of what she's saying. And yes, you knew she wasn't doing well. You knew she was just saying things without thinking them through. But you were sick of it. So tired of it all. She could practically read your mind.
"W-wait, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I-" "-Okay... you're right. We truly would be better off going our separate ways." You were stepping away from her quicker now, and then you were running, your view becoming blurry and unintelligible. "WAIT NO, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, I DIDN'T MEAN IT, I-" Jinx screamed after you, her breathing heavy and uneven, but she didn't go after you. She knew she had lost that right the second she opened her mouth.
You disappeared into the lanes, for the first time ever sprinting away from rather than towards her. And like the Jinx she was, she had screwed up another good thing up for herself. Perhaps deservingly this time.
》EKKO
Ekko was extremely busy with his duties lately and practically completely neglecting himself for them. It was very concerning to you and everyone, to say the least. Especially now that a war was practically forming at your front door from Piltover. And you were grateful and thankful for all he did for you. You really were. For that reason alone, you wanted him to take things easy at least sometimes to eat and sleep properly when he can. So, on the request of other members, you went to go looking for him one night before it was time for bed. He was sitting up in the tree, clearly planning to keep watch all night, like he usually did.
But you had come with a mission of your own and refused to leave until he came down to bed with you. "Ekko." You hummed as you finally reached him, a friendly smile on your lips. Balancing a nice basket of baked goods you had made yourself, you stepped towards his form that was beautifully illuminated in the moonlight. Seeing him here made you feel content and relieved since you were barely seeing each other to begin with anymore. Which you have been trying to be understanding about.
"I know what you're here for, and the answer is still no." The young man sighed with a shake of his head and frown. You weren't the first one to come by, that's for sure. "Hey... you know this isn't healthy. We're counting on you to stay strong for us, and you can't be that if you're starving yourself." You say with a slight falter to your smile, yet you tried to keep your tone playful and light. He, on the other hand, did not.
"I already told you that it's a no. Now go to bed and let me work." "But I made you these and-" "-I said, no." He hissed out, and that took you aback. He never raised his voice at you, nor did he ever have an attitude with you either. But the stress was getting to him badly, and so was the lack of sleep. "Why can't you just get that? How many times do I have to say it to get it through your thick skull? The least you could do is go and make yourself somewhat useful by patrolling, instead of wasting your time with this."
Oh, how his words cut you deep. Rationally, you knew that everything was just getting too much for him. But it didn't stop you from feeling hurt anyway, as your lip wobbled, and you slammed the basket on a nearby desk before quickly taking your leave wordlessly. Ekko froze at that and reached out to you, your name on the tip of his tongue, but the guilt stopped him from saying a thing.
"Fuck!" He cursed at himself, as he rubbed the bridge of his nose with a disappointed sigh. He definitely was losing it... and you unfortunately had to unfairly take the brunt of it.
》SEVIKA
"What did I tell you about running off when I tell you to stay put? You could have fucking died out there and then what?" Sevika was angry at you. Not that you could necessarily blame her since you did nearly get killed by an Enforcer earlier. But you had no real choice in this. You swore you didn't mean for this to happen. It was supposed to just be a quick errand run. You wanted to make her something nice for dinner, spoil her a little as a thank you for all the work she was putting into Zaun. Yet you couldn't explain any of this with the way she didn't let you even say a word now from the anger running in her veins. In fact, you had never seen her this enraged before.
"I am sick and tired of you disobeying what I tell you. I can't always be there and save you from everything, you know? I got better things to do and than to babysit you all the time-" "- I'm not asking you to do that either! I'm a grown adult, I can take care of myself!" You yelled back, absolutely angry now yourself at the way she always infantilized you like this. It always the same conversation and argument over and over again. You were so sick of it. You could handle yourself just fine and have proved this before. Yet she was so hellbent on proving you wrong every time, you couldn't take it anymore!
"I'm your partner, Sev. You're supposed to treat me like an equal." "I would, if you weren't so fucking incompetent. If I wasn't there, you would've been dead. Why can't you get that? Should I spell it out for you more? Dumb it down even more?" You hated when she was being like this. It was rare for a reason, and you despised this side of her. The side that was so prideful and egotistical. And you were trying so hard not to stoop to her level. It didn't help that you were a little injured and struggling to stand as is. "I'm not in the mood for this shit, I'm literally bleeding. Can we argue about this later, please? I just wanted to surprise you with something nice for once, and I get that I was wrong, but you don't have to be so mean about it, damn it!"
The tears in your eyes were betraying you, and the embarrassment of that just made you push past her and disappear into your shared bedroom. You'll just deal with the injury yourself. Sevika stared after you in slight surprise, considering it was rare for you to yell back like that and cry at that... but the sight of the flowers and half prepared food on the kitchen counter made the regret finally set in.
Perhaps you were right after all.
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